Go away, come back, go away, come back… 🤯🤬

I don’t want to call you.
I don’t want to even text you.
If I’m away, can I please be away?
Once you are ready, can we meet and stay?

I can go away, trust me.
It’s painful but I sure can.
I can come back, I’ve done it many times.
It’s painful but I sure can.

I can repeat this too. It’s fucking excruciating yet I do it anyway.
The question is how long? How long can I torture myself like that?
I need to rest, to stay in one place.

I’m not clingy. Nor am I cold.
I don’t even mind where to stay.
I know for sure I don’t like this pain.
So it’s very tempting to stay away.

Staying away feels more scary.
I’m afraid it would hurt you more too.
So I resist going away quite a bit.
So I do come back pretty quick.

But I don’t want to call you.
I don’t want to text you.
When I’m away, can I please be away?
When you are ready, can we meet and stay?